Glenisla Gardens

It signs its name in rust

on the tall stone wall

(the street a scythelike sweep

from the staid old road,

each house down

a deeper dwelling in the earth)

as flyleaf in a third-hand book

might read for Christine, December ’74.

Each house harled and painted,

lichened, fairytailed, stained

with strange salts – the poisons

of a heedless century, now

a listed sequence of approved shades.

Each pane looks on where

the seasons are collected,

gills frill in the damp, and Jaguars

line their dust and shine along

the narrowed road, its curving kerb.

To sit on a cushion of moss, to want for nothing,

and be strange for something to do –

it’s fierce, the desire to join them,

as every other Tuesday

the man from the last house

in faded moleskin trousers

treads the careful half-mile

to open his antique shop,

gas fire by his knees

the only light inside.

There are a few things left to sell:

the ullage of each empty bedroom,

her name in an old book

that can write itself now anywhere.

Rebecca O’Hagan is a writer and artist from Edinburgh. Her work has appeared in the Dark Poets’ Club, and she is the author of zines Spa Pool, The Best Supermarket in Edinburgh, and Cherry Print.